Tuesday, December 1, 2015

I've had a lot of time to think lately, and plus I always think a lot.  My brain is a fucking thought machine. Seriously that shit never shuts off.  Usually I'm day dreaming about sex or I constantly hav a chorus of song lyrics streaming through my synapses.  Right now I'm streaming "Forget December" by Something Corporate, it's a good song, check it out.  In any case lately I've spent an abundant amount of time thinking about the way things are and how they got this way.  What I've come up with is shit is pretty fucked up.  My thoughts are about our current society and well if you can call it a society.  Our lives are pretty much centered around one key concept, Consumption.  This makes our so called society less abstract and more mechanical.

Consumption is what drives pretty much all aspects of our lives.  We wake up and consume in one way or another, go to work to help others consume while earning money so we can consume more.  It's a vicious cycle of never ending consumption.  I mean think about it.  What are you doing right now?  Mostly likely consuming in one way or another,  This in itself is not a bad thing.  However the some of all this consumption as a whole has taken away what I like to call Humanity.

I'm consuming my time and energy right now talking about consuming.  Like i said before it's a vicious cycle.  My point if I actually have one, which I'm pretty sure I don't is stop and think.  What are you consuming and why?  Is it necessary or do you feel obligated to do so?  Or fuck it whatever, just stop and think?  Question everything once in a while?

My question to myself is why is my life this way?  Why does it have to be this way?  What can I do to change it?